The first page of my life book

The first page of my life book
passionmaker Nov 23, 2015 22:03
I was just at the beginning, just at the beginningof writing my life story, and the first word in my mind to put in this book wasyour name. But it is cruel that as soon as I put your name in the first page ofmy book, I have to delete it. While my heart looks for you, my reason asks meto forgive you.

Humans are not perfect, I understand thatwe can have mistakes, according to my religion, according to my reason, it isnot your fault, it is just life, and I should forgive you. But my heart is hurtand cannot stop crying

It is almost 4 am, and the first though ofthe morning was just you, I would like to remember you as the first time I metyou, as the first time I made you smile, as your big and bright eyes looking atme when I am telling you my stories. But I cannot.

Some tears come to me when I realized thatyou were in the first page of my life book but now I have to delete you andbegin it again

It was so easy to fulfill my heart ofhappiness with you, but now it is so hurt to take you away.

Everything in life has a reason, and Ithink that to know you now as you are is better than to wait till my feelingare bigger. Easy to say but difficult to life.

It was so perfect, the time, the place, theperson. People say that to know a person you need a life, for you I only tooksome days or hours or nothing, so fast, so happy but now so sad. Somebody sayseasy comes easy leaves. But only think in you and I cannot take you away fromyou.

Now the night is darker, all night writingabout you, and the sun do not rise up. How could I stop thinking in you? Howcould I forget you? I cannot sleep, I cannot think in anything else, just you .Just you, just you everywhere. In my days, in my nights, in my dreams.

Just a pain in my heart that do not let mebreath, just a memory of what we could have been done, just an empty life bookagain in my life.

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